Numb, like 2 days of cheap vodka and lortabs.<\/P>
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These feelings have been repressed for to long.<\/P>
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I am angry that I have kept them bottled up.<\/P>
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I am going to show true feelings and emotions from now on.<\/P>
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I am bitter from memories of my past.<\/P>
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I am angry at my mother for allowing these memories to be real.<\/P>
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I am embaressed by my actions that come from lack of self-control.<\/P>
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I am hurt becuase I have hurt those I love.<\/P>
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I am scared that I will never have a stable mind.<\/P>
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I am sad that I cannot fix all that is wrong.<\/P>
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I am regretful of more things than I can count.<\/P>
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I am vunerable from all the hurt and anger.<\/P>
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I am weak because I need someone to lean on.<\/P>
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I am a litle girl with so much wrong and all alone. <\/P><\/p>\n
***<\/p>\n
author bio:<\/p>\n
My name is Alisha Poff. I grew up in Bluefield WV. I’ve always loved to write. Pretty much since I learned how to. I wrote alot of short stories when I was younger. I won a few awards for them. One being the Young Writer’s when I was in 3rd grade. I started writing poetry when I was 13. After I read my first Edgar Allen Poe poem. My main influence is Sylvia Plath. I love her style and her words speak to me. My inspiration comes from my life. I write about everything that has happened to me. The good, the bad, and the ugly. I find it makes for good writing and release. I’m currently in college working towards a journalism degree. In my free time I enjoy laying the tarot, a bit of ghost hunting, and spending time with my loved ones. I practice Wicca. I also spend most of my time reading and of course writing.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
Numb, like 2 days of cheap vodka and lortabs. These feelings have been repressed for to long. I am angry that I have kept them bottled up. I am going to show true feelings and emotions from now on. I am bitter from memories of my past. I am angry at my mother for allowing these memories to be real. I am embaressed by my actions that come from lack of self-control. I am hurt becuase I have hurt those I love. I am scared that I will never have a stable mind. I am sad that I cannot fix all that is wrong. I am regretful of more things than I can count. I am vunerable from all the hurt and anger. I am weak because I need someone to lean on. I am a litle girl with so much wrong and all alone. *** author bio: My name is Alisha Poff. I grew up in Bluefield WV. I’ve always loved to write. Pretty much since I learned how to. I wrote alot of short stories when I was younger. I won a few awards for them. One being the Young Writer’s when I was in 3rd grade. I started writing poetry when I was 13. After I read my first Edgar Allen Poe poem. My main influence is Sylvia Plath. I love her style and her words speak to me. My inspiration comes from my life. I write about everything that has happened to me. The good, the bad, and the ugly. I find it makes for good writing and release. I’m currently in college working towards a journalism degree. In my free time I enjoy laying the tarot, a bit of ghost hunting, and spending time with my loved ones. I practice Wicca. I also spend most of my time reading and of course writing.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"iawp_total_views":0,"footnotes":""},"categories":[],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-330","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry"],"acf":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/paganpages.org\/emagazine\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/330","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/paganpages.org\/emagazine\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/paganpages.org\/emagazine\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/paganpages.org\/emagazine\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/paganpages.org\/emagazine\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=330"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/paganpages.org\/emagazine\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/330\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/paganpages.org\/emagazine\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=330"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/paganpages.org\/emagazine\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=330"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/paganpages.org\/emagazine\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=330"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}