Numb Like 2 Days of…

Numb, like 2 days of cheap vodka and lortabs.

These feelings have been repressed for to long.

I am angry that I have kept them bottled up.

I am going to show true feelings and emotions from now on.

I am bitter from memories of my past.

I am angry at my mother for allowing these memories to be real.

I am embaressed by my actions that come from lack of self-control.

I am hurt becuase I have hurt those I love.

I am scared that I will never have a stable mind.

I am sad that I cannot fix all that is wrong.

I am regretful of more things than I can count.

I am vunerable from all the hurt and anger.

I am weak because I need someone to lean on.

I am a litle girl with so much wrong and all alone.


author bio:

My name is Alisha Poff. I grew up in Bluefield WV. I’ve always loved to write. Pretty much since I learned how to. I wrote alot of short stories when I was younger. I won a few awards for them. One being the Young Writer’s when I was in 3rd grade. I started writing poetry when I was 13. After I read my first Edgar Allen Poe poem. My main influence is Sylvia Plath. I love her style and her words speak to me. My inspiration comes from my life. I write about everything that has happened to me. The good, the bad, and the ugly. I find it makes for good writing and release. I’m currently in college working towards a journalism degree. In my free time I enjoy laying the tarot, a bit of ghost hunting, and spending time with my loved ones. I practice Wicca. I also spend most of my time reading and of course writing.